Miserably Happy

coneyisland-:

my-epic-shit:

me

this time next year i will be completely done with school and it is scaring me because i am terrified by the future as it is and the fact that the first time in 16/17 years i wont have to sit in a class room 4 or 5 days a week for months on end.

the scariest part is i do not know what i want to do with my life; i mean next year ill have two degrees (marketing and management) so with these degrees i can really do anything in the business world. 

i would love to do something like be part of a record label, like run for cover or something like that ( i chose RFC because i am listening to the tower and the fool right now), or i would like to be part of a clothing company like glamour kills. Companies like that are so “DIY” and seem so tight nit (spelling?) and still have a lot of hype behind them. The biggest problem is that i do not know how to get into any of these fields. I have applied for an internship at glamour kills in soho but i missed the deadline by two days :(.

i doubt that come next may i will have my future career completely set up and ready for me to graduate. but part of me wishes that could happen because it would save me a lot of stress and might stop me from going crazy.

lastly, i do not know exactly what i expect to happen from this but i feel a little better now that i wrote it down and my 53 or so followers can [hopefully] read it and maybe give me advice or words of encouragement or honestly just anything

rant over